I am 24, married and a mother of one beautiful daughter. But, my past and childhood weren't as happy. Therefore, I suffer from PTSD. I am visiting a new Psychiatrist, as I have not been to one since my early teens. My condition has "caught up" with me and recently progressed. I live in New Mexico where medical marijuana is legal for my condition. I am extremely nervous about bringing this treatment up to my Dr. I have never been on anti-depressants but, I am pretty much unwilling to take the risks that they cause. I already have nausea, anxiety, depression, severe with drawl, rage, insomnia, RAPID weight loss and re-gain, not to mention that when I am severely affected by my symptoms.. the outsides of my hands and pinky fingers go numb. These "ANTI-depressants" could cause these symptoms to worsen. Seems like a pretty silly thing to do when you're trying to improve these things. I have smoked marijuana to contain my severe depression and physical pain... it works. Extremely well in fact. My concern like I mentioned before, is asking my new Dr. for a recommendation for a MM license. Any suggestions?